It's been awhile.

Soo just realized how long its been since I last posted anything haha sorry... so life has gone through lots of changes since march 13 lets see. The biggest things I can think of we moved not far though we just moved six houses up the street which is awesome, we are no longer watching the twins because my mom is now working for a company called butter braid which is delicious and the office she works in is right next to mooresville ice cream whoop whoop, and my parents just got home from being in Africa for 3 weeks and 3 days which was to long but it was a good thing for them to experience. That's the biggest things I can think of so far but life is still good. Pretty soon I'm gonna start decorating my room with my awesome cousin who is amazing at art, decorating and cooking shes a very talented person. I may be happy but moving and all has been tough tougher then I thought. I miss my old house and it sucks driving by and seeing they painted something and wishing they had not. Because those scrapes and scratches were memories made that can not be replaced. But even then I know that its all a part of gods plan for me I truly believe that everything I do effects me for my greater good. Even though I don't like or enjoy it sometimes. anyways its getting to fall my by far favorite time of year when its perfectly cool outside to do things and cold enough to snuggle up at night or wear a jacket and eat dinner outside enjoy warm coffee and see friends. I wish fall was longer but anyways I would like to show you a few things that I wrote that I would like to share with you. these are listed  from oldest to newest.

                                 What you wear is a part of you

The pants on the ground style the other day I saw a person wearing shorts that were five sizes bigger than they needed. And his shorts were at his knees barely staying their. Then I started to think why does he wear clothes like that they don't even fit it really looks quite stupid. But then I thought hey maybe its to show how he doesn't fit in. So he tried and tried to fit in until finally he pulled the belt tight enough that he fit perfectly.

The hipster style the other day I saw a hipster it was me maybe. we don't want to fit in but we want to be noticed and seen. We wanna match but not match at the same time. We want to be heard through what we wear. We want to be the new cool and to be seen as different, photogenic. Hipsters don't want to fit in they just want to find away around fitting in and just be cool but that doesn't always work

                                                         True Beauty

True beauty is not makeup and a perfectly skinny body. True beauty is when you love like nothing bad has ever happened. And when you say you know the true meaning of true beauty is when you have a plan and doesn't work out you let go and do something crazy that makes you happy. True beauty is when you dance because you have legs and arms, sing because God gave you a voice, and you laugh as if life was perfect. True beauty is when you don't become sad because something didn't go right. True beauty is when your still happy because your still alive. So to those girls out their who think their to fat or their hair is not right. Who think just because some people don't think your perfect does not mean you shouldn't think your perfect. For I know your perfect. I may not know you personally but I know your perfect.

                              Writing for me

Writing for me only comes from God. every single time I write something with true writers meaning its not usually my words. Its all from God even my poems and plays. God has been the one thing that has given me something to write about. From love to truth kindness to sadness or even happiness to restlessness. God has given me it all whether it be in writing or in reality. He has Proven that he may give me challenges but its only to make me stronger. To make my faith in him stronger and for me to be able to admit that I cant do it alone. Writing to me is letting the one true God give me the words to write down. Its truly amazing the things he gives me to write. I take no credit for the deepness or thought provoking writings that I write down. For without God I would be nothing, but with God I to can be another person that inspires the minds the hearts and the souls of people. May they be little or old I cant wait to be a person of great faith. Thank you my wonderful God for the words you give me.

          As I lay sleepless and not happy about it

As I lay there and fought myself and saying just go to sleep. I tried and I tried but nothing seemed to tell my mind and body to shut up lay down and go to sleep. I tried breathing in and out deeply to rest my lungs and hopefully my entire body. That didn't work. I then tried calming games nope, praising Jesus huh uh, thinking of a story nooope. Tried my Bible app the app didn't work at all to begin with. Went on and on and on nothing tried putting a heavier blanket on once again nooooo. Went back to games no sirry. I tried all I could possibly think of nothing was working. My body was being a jerk as I had to get up at 6:15. It was not at all fun. Trust me on the inside I was yelling at my body and mind, juuuust! goooo!! tooooo!!! sleeeepp!!!!!. And all they did was laugh hahaha you think were gonna listen. And I'm sitting there going whyyyy I just want some freaking sleep and nope maybe later is all my body and mind would say to me. But do not worry I later fell asleep and only got 3-1/2 hours of sleep. Aren't our bodies just so nice.

                               As we grow
The mountains said to the valleys what should pass as we grow, and the valleys answered many things baby's are born and grow then die, plants come and go, and buildings are built and then destroyed, and there's only one thing as we grow that does not die, that doesn't change, that cannot be destroyed, Gods unending love.

well that's it for my writings I will post more often I promise. And I will post most of what I write on here. Also since it is fall I will post the things I cook desserts, snacks, and dinners will all be shared. I will probably have pictures as well oh! and i turned fourteen sixteen days ago. and that concludes this post of Me, God and Life

Sorry I havent posted in a while. Although life has been the same except this weekend was different because we got to meet my brother johns girlfriend for the first time and his 21 first birthday partie was on saturday.
However his real birthday is the 17th which is saint patricks day. But the partie was awesome he had his first beer and got to see family that he hadnt seen in awhile And a few friends. Then yesterday of course everyone at church kept telling john happy birthday. After church we went to my grandparents house to have lunch before john and his girl friend had to go back to base. So we went to there house and ate corned beef, potatoes, green beans, and salad we also talked, laughed, and had a ball. But the past week and a half have been the same babies and such. Even though I havent posted any thing in awhile I have been looking to see if you guys had answered any of my questions which I see you havent. come onnnnn guys say something.  Just because there supposed to be funny doesnt mean you shouldnt answer them. I want here your answers to not only laugh at some but to know my readers a little better(and to know im not talking to an empty room). So pleeeaaaasssseeee answer those questions remember there for you to answer not only me.

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1. first question how do you like your icecream and what kind of icecream is your favorite?
2. second whats your favoreit place in the world that you want to visit before life dwindils down
3. third whats your favorite color
4. fourth what is your favorite thing about your best friend 
5. fifth whats your favorite verse 
6. sixth whats your favorite coffee
7. seventh who is your favorite actor
8. eighth whats your favorite movie 
9. nineth what is your favorite resteraunt 
10. tenth whats your favorite food
11. and last but not least eleventh whats your favorite number

ok so now im gonna answer these questions to my  favoreite icecream is denali moosetracks and I like it plain my favorite place in the world is the amazon rainforest my favorite color is green not dark green brighter green my favorite thing about my bestfriend is well pretty much everything my favorite verse is phillipians four thirteen I can do all things throught christ who gives me strength my favorite coffee is mocha my favorite actor is jeniffer lawrence my favorite movie hmmmmm... maybe the hunger games my favorite resteraunt is a place called tokyo and it is delicous my favorite food is super shrimp from tokyo my favorite number is eleven now I want you to comment the answers you have to these questions so I can see them

                    Well my life has been different the past two days like tuesday was alot different and monday       

             was an average kinda slow day and today has been kinda slow so far to so heres how my days 

            have gone so far and also i will have some funny questions to ask you the viewer so get ready go!

so tuesday I got up snuck down stairs which you will find out why I did that later and asked my mom what time my hair apointment was at she said twelve thirty so i snuck upstairs got a shower then waited for it to dry while I did some stuff on my brothers computer when my hair apointment came I tried to make him think I was going to just get a trim truthfully what I was goin to do was get my haircut down to an almost pixie cut kinda look which I had only told my mom and my brothers so when we got there our hair dresser asked what we wanted to do and when I said cut it really short she gasped a really long gasp (she goes to our church) anyways she started cutting it kept stopping and saying its gonna be soooo cute so my mom to pictures before in the middle and after and i love my new haircut so another thing was if you noticed I didnt tell my dad so we were gonna suprise him so we took a video of his reaction and it was so funny which I will put the video and the pictures at the end for you to see so thats all for tuesday but dont worry im not done   

           yet so get comfy next is wendsday ya wendsday was pretty normal everyday kinda stuff like

wendsday was pretty normal besides me making a fried egg sandwich for my dad my brother and me then when the babys woke up they were being pretty sweet and I played with them for while then went up to do some stuff on my brothers computerand I also forgot to write on here sadly so I think that wraps up the past two days so now for today its been average pretty much like yesterday so heres the pictures and of course the video

so thats it and if you didnt here what my dad said he said im shocked thats all he could say about it for an hour and half so that made it even better

Hey everybody, sorry I didnt get to post anything this weekend got busy until it was to late to post anything. Like saturday I first made myself this breakfast which was delicious 

and then I cleaned up my room and did some other stuff around the house. Then I went out with my mom to first go to petsmart to get my dog a new ball thrower if you know what that is, then we went to micheals to get a sock loom and another hook for the looms and some yarn. Then we went to get a shirt and tanktop to match my new jeans but we had to take it home and wash it before I could wear it because the lady who checked us out coughed all over my shirts, then we went to joanns to get some fabric to make baby eleanor some skirts. Then we met my brother elijah at starbucks where we sat and made some stuff on our looms,  like I made half of my beanie hat while my brother did his online classes thing, then the next day I finished the rest of my hat, but when we were at starbucks we saw some people we know and then we went home and went to bed. I got up the next morning and got ready for church worked on my hat a little then we went towards church and stopped at mcdonalds, which I hate but I was hungry so I ended up eating there anyway, we ended up going in because ethan and jonahs parents were inside having breakfast with shanie mae who was a baby we used to take care of to. So we said hello and grabbed some stuff to go and headed to church and ate within five minutes. Then we worshipped jesus then we prayed over the people who are supposed to go to mwandi in africa. Then the church decided to pray over the youth of the church where they wanted us to pray aswell, so I sat there for about 15 seconds first looking to my left then to my right since no one decided to speak up I just started praying and the holy spirit just gave me the words to say. Then our elder who does the prayer every week finished us out, then we have a short break where you can take your kids to the nursery usaully theres kids voyage but they didnt have it that week so I went to help in the nursery which I usally do every week and they had alot of babys that week, like Ethan and Jonah, Eleanor, Shanie Mae, Porter, Lexi and Caroline. Then after church me and my friends talked as we messed around on the play ground. And since my family cleans our church one of my friends usally helps every week so we cleaned what we needed to. Then me and here family went out to eat lunch which we ended up going to jimmy johns which makes sub sandwiches and then we went to look at a house. Ya thats something new, we found out at the end of last year from our landlord that he couldnt refinance our house so we gotta move and we think we found the house but the problem is its gutted wich means all thats inside is studs and the bare floor so we would have to fix it up but I like it so. It has a huge backyard and its in a quite neighborhood its ALOT smaller then the house were living in now but I still think it can work. Then today I got up got dressed because I got up kinda late I couldnt take a shower till later which I did. oh and I finished my beanie hat last night to and I love it, then I just kinda hung around today with babys looked at some stuff on the computer and then I watched a movie tonight with my mom we watched two weeks notice great movie. Then I started writing on here. So i think that covers my weekend and today. So ill post again tommorow to tell you about my day

So far today I have gotten up got dressed and played with the most awesome twin baby cousins Ethan, Jonah, which are truly beautiful babies a blessing from God, and I also held sweet Eleanor this morning who just loves to smile shes a newborn chunk-a-munk who loves to sleep when shes here but sadly thinks she need more mommy and daddy time at night at home, after all that fun when the babies decided it was nap time I decided to make this blog (finally)so here's my blog i guess i should tell you a little about my self i have awesome parents Shannon and David, and four older brothers from oldest to youngest Adam, John, Elijah, Matthew, then there is me. I'm the youngest of five truthfully its not as bad as you think I don't know what I would do without them sometimes yet sometimes I don't know what to do with them but that's a different story. Anyways I was born in Colorado and now live in North Carolina which has quite the annoying humidity level, but it still has its perks such as pretty trees, cool creeks, and some cool mountains to hike. I also have a lovable nine year old black Labrador retriever named Virginia, which soon i am taking for a walk and then throwing the tennis ball for. I also have a large family with fourteen grand kids on my moms side of the family and my dads side of the family has twenty two grandchildren! that's a whopping total of 31. Then I have my best friend which I have known since I moved here. He was two I was four and his sister is also my good friend too who was only two days old when we moved here. Their names are Jake and Anna but we call Anna, Simi, all the time because that's her nickname. I also looove animals, my favorite mammal is a tiger, my favorite reptile is a emerald tree boa, my favorite amphibian is a red eyed tree frog, my favorite bird is a barn owl and my favorite fish is a sailfish. And I also have a kinda unique style of clothing which i might have a picture of later. So that's pretty much what you would learn about me if we went to a coffee shop together.